Deciphering Pain

Clear, Sharp and Fast,
That's how the pain hits me.
I have nowhere to hide.
Nothing to shield myself from it.

Don't run away for I am everywhere.
It says and mocks me.
I feel it crushing my soul,
grasping my mind in its stranglehold.

Motionless I stand,
like the tree which is in the tornadoes path,
Wantiing to run away but pinned to the earth,
by the very roots that gave it life.

The silence inside me is defeaning.
It drowns the noises of the outside world.
It's so normal to smile outside when I'm torn inside.
Guess I'm already dead.

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