Assorted Emotions

Grow up, be someone Carve your own identity. Trod on an undiscovered path. Be the master of your destiny. And I started out, Hearing all that they said. Walking on unknown roads, The wind my mate, the earth my bed. But you can't go this way, Its too dangerous you see. Nah, that one's uncharted, Why don't u just let it be. And so I know that my journey, Ended even before it had begun. It was the night refusing to go, Its identity threatened by the sun. I don't wanna be someone, I just want to be me. And how will I be able to do that? Till I don't break the chains that bind me. So I say to y'all now, It aint freedom till u get to choose. And u say u've got it already, But this one with conditions attached I refuse.

Clear, Sharp and Fast, That's how the pain hits me. I have nowhere to hide. Nothing to shield myself from it. Don't run away for I am everywhere. It says and mocks me. I feel it crushing my soul, grasping my mind in its stranglehold. Motionless I stand, like the tree which is in the tornadoes path, Wantiing to run away but pinned to the earth, by the very roots that gave it life. The silence inside me is defeaning. It drowns the noises of the outside world. It's so normal to smile outside when I'm torn inside. Guess I'm already dead.