Assorted Emotions

It's never easy to do what your heart says. It's never easy to be what you are. The world expects you to keep on the illusion, But still I know you'll shine like the brightest star. Things haven't worked out earlier as well, But that did not stop you from dreaming on ahead. Happiness is just a state of mind, Don't measure it with a yardstick instead. Walk on even though the path leads into an unknown alley. You're a fighter, not a quitter who will walk away. Whatever battles may come, I know this to be true, They will not be greater than the Warrior in you.

I thought we were in this together, Come rain or shine, we'll go on forever. It didn't take you a moment to rearrange the plan, And now, alone, I am back where WE began. Drifted miles apart in a moment, You seem like a stranger, just one of the crowd. And when I try to search for you in your eyes, All I can see are the shadows of doubt. This certainly won't be the first time and it ain't certainly the last. I am sure sooner or later this will just become another part of my past. But right now it hurts more than a bullet in my head. It's so painful, think I will take that wound instead.

So many tears I've cried, my eyes are dry, they won't cry no more. So much pain, I thought I'd die, but my heart's turned to stone. You walked away, without a word, I felt lost and abandoned. Now I don't want to find the way back, this is where I belong. I don't need someone to tell me things will be fine, I don't want a shoulder to lean on. I know I'm lonely, but that's what everyone is. I've seen beyond that illusion, that's all. So, don't you worry, I'm back on my feet Ready to take on the world, yes, all by myself I ain't afraid of pain or hurt anymore, coz strangers cant hurt you , atleast not more than friends.

Is it an angel or a demon? Which is the face i carried today ? Did i stop to think about it or have i stopped thinking anyway. Have i become so good at white lies or is there no truth left in the world? Do i have the guts to question myself or is the answer something i dont wanna hear? Why is pain not painful anymore why is my laugh hollow? Is it just me or has the world gone mad, living like there is no tomorrow. I look out the window and see , faint traces of blue in a dull sky. Its almost as if it cant decide the colour to be in and does not want to know why. And so i get back to thinking who it was i saw today. Was it an angel or a demon in the mirror or am i just human like they say ?

The night came and enveloped my world. It was like falling into a deep dark abyss. It welcomed me with open arms. No questions or explanations needed. I found peace in every moment, Could hear my heart beating in the silence. Unflinching, I could think about what was on my mind. I did not need to fear the harsh questioning glare of the sun. Then the soft moonlight caressed me, It was like the gentle reassuring touch of a long lost friend. It showed me the world in a totally different way. Everything was aglow like a pearl. The night is my ally and support now. I can't understand why people fear the dark. It's only when you don't have a light to guide you, That the way you find is truly yours.

Time stood still from d moment I saw you And I woke up here today to see me beside you. Where did all the seasons go,has the world stopped spinning? How could I have lived so long, my life is just beginning...beside you. You are no doubt an angel sent from heaven. And I know how much they must be missing you. The love you gave me knew no boundaries I would not have know the true meaning of it without you. I know nothing else but you and me now. Eternity beckons and love calls out. I am living my most beautiful dream. And that dream is no one besides you. So honey just hold my hand forever I need you more than you think I do. I've found a reason to live and love now It was just a meaningless existence without you.

Did not know that i was addicted no idea, when or how but i miss my deathstick... I need my smoke, and please make it now. Funny how I play with death everyday taste it, breathe it and blow it away. I laugh at all the d ppl who warn me.. what the heck, u live only once, is my normal retort, per se. So, roll down the window,light up another one The shortening of my life by another 6 minutes has begun. But wait, i made a vow to kick the habit And if its the last thing I do, I will. Dammit!

Moonbeams on your pillow, A little twinkling star above your bed. Angels serenading you with a lullaby, A web of dreams spun with a silky thread. The gates are barricaded, no thought from the real world can enter. There ain't any need for them anyway, This kingdom is filled with enough wonders. The only thing expected of you, is to let yourself go completely. Give in so that soothing sleep can take over, And make you forget your worries. You'll wake up smiling That I can surely say. That's half the battle won, Bring on the day !!!

I'm lost, wandering aimlessly. I hear noises, but can't see a familiar face. There are places to be reached but I can't walk anymore. Pain sears through my body like an angry river rushing through land. Destructing everything in it's wake Not stopping not wavering. The horizon darkens, The world becomes a cacophony of noises. I suddenly realize I am where I was ages ago, That life hasn't moved at all. Is it just me who feels this way? Am I being paranoid? Why does the feeling intensify all the time Why is there no end to this emptiness. I guess the questions will remain embedded in the grains of time Unyielding, unchanging. Just like the future ahead.

I think I've lost a friend. I lost her in an endless sea of faces. I lost her at the cross roads of life. I left her alone in the land of the unknown, and living in the land of the dead. She might be searching for someone out there, Searching for a companion in this godforsaken place. Every face might be suspicious,every voice alien. And though she might be trying hard to survive, she knows the effort is a waste. She waits for the break of dawn, on a dark moonless night She tries hard to remain cheerful, even though she knows her plight. The friend I've lost is me, and many other people like me. Trying to find peace in a world which is torn apart by hatred and war. Trying to rediscover ourselves as human beings, though I can say we have not reached far.

Sometimes when my dreams suddenly crash with reality, and hopes become a hazy blur. When the world I made comes tumbling down, like a precarious pack of cards. It is at times like these I wonder, Why do we dream? Why do we aspire? Why all the hopes, the visions? Why can't the heart just surrender, to the grim and harsh truth that life is. And this is what my heart tells me That we dream so that we may achieve, We aspire so that we can strive. We hope so that there's a reason to live We visualise to fill colours in a dull life. Life is beautiful, even when it's not a dreamland. Life can be felt, by smiling and braving all the odds. Life is not just about sleeping on a bed of roses. Life is also walking gaily on a road full of thorns. And whatever life gives you, take it with a heartfelt smile And see the troubles cease. Learn to live just for the moment and life will pass with ease.